my life doesnt seem to be going the way i had hoped it would.

friends.
many i have, few who truly care..
or so i feel.
i dont think i've made close friends.
oh well.
everyone has surprises.
except me.
maybe im not worth it.
gosh.
i seem to be just talking crap.
hmm.

my afternoon is going to be awfully boring.

i wish she'd just stop screaming.