i didnt realise that i could actually feel so much for people whom i werent close to initially..

leaving my pals at MI was tough. and seeing them again last sat made me feel sooo.. man. the feeling is simply indescribable. i just miss them so much.
charmz, geri, jacq, geri, jas.
i just cant wait to see you guys again.

church on sunday was different. i finally felt like i did somethin useful.. just hope class will work out this week.. mosey! we can do it!
cc4. seeing the people in the attic made my heart go 'awwww'. thinking back, the camp was just totally awesome. and seeing some of the facils made me realise how much i missed some of them.. haha james said MI wasnt quite the same ever since i left.. though we didnt really talk much in sch, we still did see each other. in any case, i missed him. missed van, aaron, gerald, kevin, and so many others too.. but somehow they all seemed pretty busy and caught up with chatting and everything that i didnt know how to 'cut' in and give all of them a huge hug. oh well. i cant possibly expect everyone to feel the way i do..

dear's sailing now.. 15 months soon. thats like totally cool.

im glad God put me where i am. in a family that supports me, with friends who love me, and with a wonderful partner who makes me laugh. im just so thankful i know i've got God. im just.. content.

hmm, got to know gerald a whole lot better lately. its weird how we've been friends for close to 7 years, and yet only know each other better now. im glad i've got him.

hey _____, i really hope you can stop treating me coldly. i dont like the pretence. i dont like it when you pretend to give me the sign of peace when you so obviously have an issue with me. sometimes i wish we could go back to the days when everything was much simpler.. when we would laugh and play and wrestle without a care in the world.. i miss those days. i really do. i just dont like everything thats happening now.. its affecting me in a not-so-good way.. i just hate it lah. argh.

tired. just tired. assignments, class. oh well.

take care loves.