i've been such an ass lately..
gosh, i seriously need to think abt my actions and words..
its hurting people.
im sorry.
oh well.

hmm.
last night i had an awfully weird dream.
dreamt that i scolded some girl from my class big time just cos she used my laptop without permission even though i told her to stay away from it, and she went around telling everyone how i mean i was. then i saw my friend crying and he told me to look into a corner of a school-like classroom, and there was one of my kids looking all bruised and beaten up.
my goodness, what a nightmare.
the three worst things that could ever happen to me.
1. being labelled as a meanie.
2. blowing my top over a small issue (like laptop usage).
3. seeing my kid beaten up.
darn, something is seriously wrong with what im thinking during the day man.. cos its said that what you think in the day is reflected back at night.

i need a break.