i keep thinking about it.
and i expected too much.
i keep thinking about them.
and i dont expect too much.
i keep hoping for something.
and i find it falling short.
short of my expectations.

the differences are vast.
i want to laugh with you.
and not be laughed at.
the differences are vast.

i miss you so.
but is it the same?
i doubt it, but.
i still miss you so.

will you be true?
will this be real?
will you be sincere?
will this last long?

motives.
schemes.
motives.

rhetorical.