suddenly, my life feels so stagnant.

no emails.
no calls.
no smses.

its like my whole world suddenly came to a halt, and everyone seems so far away.

maybe its just me, but i cant help but feel neglected.

i miss them a lot. it seems to be the little things that make me reminisce about the old times.
just like today.
if i was still in ij, i'd have someone to have lunch with after school. but, i went home.. alone.

i miss the times when i'd have zhen, wen or mich to walk home with me. or with the usual peeps where we'd go to town just to chill regardlessly of whether we had a test the next day or not.

i guess im really dependent on people.
or maybe, im just socially deprived.

no wait. i cant say that.
at least there are some people who makes everything feel a little better.
geri, mel, farid (stareboy)..

gosh i think im going nuts.
call me depressed if you wish.

well, looking forward to being ms positive again.

love love.