i think i need to make my blog happier!
its like, always so full of emo situations that i never explain in detail.
but then again, i dont quite see a need to.

however, there is no point in being upset all the time!
or just jotting down the unhappiness.
i need to remember the happy times!
cos thats what'll keep me going on in life.

well, im kinda planning some birthday thingy.
not sure if it'll happen right.
but for now, im waiting for people to rsvp.

there are like, super a lot of people i wanna invite.
but i cant invite the whole world!
so i've thought of some.
and if you dont know about it, its not cos i dont love you okay!
i just need to make sure my parents dont spend a bomb on me.

hmmm.
well, as long as the people i love are there with me, i'd be happy.
the buds.
kour.
the gorgeouses.
churchies.
ohana.
and the others. (haha, 'scary', 'scary'!)
okay. that was lame.

i hope the special ones make it.
the ones closest to my heart.
dunno if they know they are that special though.
heh.

in any case.
someone told me, ask your friends to give ang pao!
hahahaha.
gosh, it'd be nice to have money.
but sometimes, presence is good enough.
(though it wouldnt hurt to receive something nice.)

okay, enough with this!
its making me think of my coming of age.
oh gosh, i could just, piak.
blehh.

moving on!
i met the dalunsi and the miaoeryin!
missed them lah.
i mean, its been so long since i last hung out with the buds.
so, it was nice. and hapyy.
and nicer.
but was pretty tired.

and i am!
tired now.
my eyes are dry.
and there's APEL in the morning tomorrow.
eeks!
i need to get up by 8.
thats like..
another 5 hrs to go!

oh oh oh!
i should go to bed soon.
but i want to talk about me.
for a while.
like, how i feel like i dont quite know where i belong?
people ask me, why are you in design?
blehh.
i know im business material, but..
im beginning to fall in love with visual media.
moving images.
i love what im doing in school now.
and despite the workload, its enjoyable.

terence says im somewhat married to the school.
i am?
i never noticed how im always busy with school stuff.
not that thats a bad thing, but woah.

MARRIED is a strong word.
though my work is like a commitment, its not marriage.
heh.
and i dont think i'll get married anyway.

like i've told many, im gonna be a spinster!
with loads of money.
or maybe, i might adopt.
hahaha.
who am i kidding.
its so freaking expensive!
whoop!

well, enough about that.
andrea needs sleep!
and and and!
i cant wait to see them tomorrow.
thats, if i get to.
heh.

love love love!
drea aka leko aka fishball aka lemon aka lekhouse plus so many others.

to come to think of it.
i have plenty of nicknames.
haha!
maybe shall jot them down in the blog the next time round.
wheeeeee!