im glad i went to church today. seeing all those oh-so-familiar faces made me smile. i've been away from christ the king for so long now.. so, seeing the church and father and the people was truly a gift.

the day didnt go the way i wanted it to.. things werent right in the afternoon, but its all settled now. im glad we sorted it out. feeling much better already. well, thanks fi. without you, i'd probably still be sitting down there.
thanks drey, for accompanying me to church for mass.

humans are such sensitive creatures. well, not all humans, but at least a handful. God's handful, i mean. i know im one of them. sometimes, i feel so retarded. im like so caught up with how i feel that i sometimes fail to realise that im not the only sensitive one. i could just shoot myself thinking about all my flaws and the many times i neglected the people i love. ahh forget it. im beginning to talk crap again. oh well.

tmr's friday. so fast. gonna meet the usuals for dinner. cant wait to see them. miss them soooo much. well, i'll get to see him after school. hope tmr goes fine.

shucks, still got flu. this sucks. cos it means that im not supposed to do PE. but helloo, i've not done PE for two weeks running already. cos i had flu the first week, and i rolled down the stairs the week before. the teacher is soooo not gonna believe me. i think i'll just try doing PE. i want to! i dont like being sick. makes me feel so vulnerable.

is public affection for people of the same gender taboo? i mean, it doesnt have to be lesbians whatsoever. like, just between friends.. for girls to hold hands and maybe give each other a peck on the cheek is not a sin right? but why do people get so worked up whenever they witness such a scene? oh well.

i wanna learn how to speak malay and tamil.
a little help here, please.

good night dears.