tiring. the day has been tiring. looking forward to sat, where i can sleep in through the morning.. well, just wanna say that whatever it was between monkey and i has been settled.. so yup. yawn, there's just so much homework, but i seriously dont feel like doing any. i know i have to though. i just wanna sleep and not wake up.. hmm, missing him. im just glad he's safe. feels like ages since i last saw him, even though i was out with him yesterday.. i need help. seriously. i need motivation. honestly. i cant seem to get myself to start working and studying. i need to prepare. i cant be the way i was before. or i'd really lose out in life. well, gonna call him now.. take care loves.