oh no. i did let myself get affected, and i fell a little. i cant believe all the stupid things i said and did.. i never meant it to seem D, i just needed answers.. but i shall not seek anymore. otherwise things may just get awry.. thats the last thing i want.
drey said it could be 60%.. sigh. what if it is? then that is really bad. real real bad. i should never feel anything above 30% if i know it wont work out.. and yet.. i.. dont know. argh!
time to stop.
time to move on.

yawn. feeling really tired, only had four hours of sleep last night.. i didnt realise how i tired i was until the moment when i settled down and just sat. my body totally shut down after that. I NEED SLEEP.

hmmm.. in any case, HAPPY EASTER everyone.