the time i'd spent doing the things i did these past few days have created feelings that i've never felt before.. and its making me a tad bit confused. well, its nothing big.. just that home doesnt feel like what it used to, and different people are starting to make a change in my life.. i dont know how to accept the changes, and the fact that what people feel about me may not necessarily be how i feel about them.. its just making a whole load of disorganized sense. okay okay i dont think im making things easier to understand, so i shall not brood over it..

well, zhen mentioned that she browsed through my journal in the hopes of seeing her name.. hmmm seeing how we've been friends for so long, i shall just indulge her a little bit..
SIOK CHING IS MY FRIEND.
hahahaha lameness.

and its 20 hours more til someone's 21st!
hmmm. but poops, soon it'll be our turn to grow old.
oh wells.

i am going to try to sleep soon.