sheesh. there are times in life when we have to just forget all about it and move on. but its so tough. you thought you knew it meant something, but then something else unravels and you feel so stranded. how are you to get out of it even though it hurts? how are you to stop these feelings even when you know it isnt possible? how do you stop yourself from reacting? the fact is, you cant. its human nature, and how the hell can you fight that? you cant. gosh, im just a bit taken aback. heavy hearts, some might say. but what are we to do? other than to just suck thumb and deal with it. grr. i hate thinking. i want to be like an ostrich right now.
*digs hole and sticks head in*