i think im beginning to get really thick skinned. to the point whereby my words just sounds so stupid and i make myself seem like a super not shy arrogant brat. i think i have to stop it. its becoming super nonsense lah. but oh wells. hopefully time'll fix things.

okay okay today, or rather yesterday evening, was the knights' commissioning. i was like super happy to see gerald, terence, tim, iggy, mel, noel and benji getting knighted! like seriously super proud of them lah! but in any case, the entire event was spectacular. all i can say is that God is truly amazing.

haha during supper, terence and i were like seriously stoned to the music. ahaha im sure mosey would know what on earth i was talking about. it was super funny lah! but oh wells, im so glad i've found a friend in stanley.

and right now at this very point of time, all i want to say is that.. its been super long since i last felt like that about any living being. the HOTNESS. like omg. seriously, i was like going all *thump thump* and telling van, rach, ron, drey and gerald about how i felt. so paiseh lah! but im so glad i saw mango. haha zhen, you'll know what im talking about.

okay okay enough nonsense. i think i should head to bed soon. really need to move on with life.. oh wells.