the firefight.
like totally awesome yaa. though they werent very hyped up, it was still good.. for my ears at least. like grr. well, at least i enjoyed myself. a lil.

and man, i've been like uber sensitive the past few days. or weeks for that matter. and its to the point when i get upset so easily, and its seriously pissing me off. its like, totally annoying. today i was like super affected cos of a friend's ignorance. and i cant believe that here i am trying to reach out to him and make this friendship work, and there he is blatantly ignoring my efforts to say 'im a friend and im here for you'. wahh, its freaking irritating, and upsetting. ahh maybe im just being too sensitive.
argh. and i was like upset for a moment cos i thought a friend was going to pangseh me again. oh crap i seriously think i have issues. or maybe im just pmsing. ahhh!
and sometimes i feel damn bad cos it seems as though im a deciding factor for some things. which has been cancelled in the end. argh. it just feels like im at fault. sigh.

help.
there's so much work and yet im slacking.
there's so much work and yet im emo-ing.
help.