maybe its just me, but somehow things seem to be going a bit.. odd. i mean, i didnt realise that the choices i make, though supposedly the right thing to me, would eventually make me seem like an idiot. it was only one night, but that one msg made me feel.. guilty. though i know i am not at fault, it made me feel like one totally bad friend. i didnt quite expect to ever be in this situation. i had never thought i could be the moron. wahh, seriously, its getting difficult. but then again, im just blessed to have someone to accompany me. having people around really takes my mind off things. this week has been super hectic. i really cant help it if i cant meet as often as i would like to. i really cant help it if i have meetings or if i need to do work. i really dont know why you have to act like this. if you got anything to say, just tell me straight. sigh. i think im emo for a reason, not just based on mere emotion. honestly, all i would like to do is to meet mr. geremi germ's creator and get happy feet. he seems to be the only one who's making me laugh nowadays.. oh wells.

hmmm. gwen stefani's 'four in the morning' is like replaying in my head like big time. kinda makes me think about the past.. why do i let myself fall into such situations? sigh. and the worst thing is, he doesnt care. oh wells. crap i hate thinking. thinking makes me fat.
and according to ts, thinking hurts.
i agree.