sometimes i wonder what other people are thinking. do they ever realise you're there? do they think about you? i never fail to constantly find myself in a trance, just thinking about all there is to think about.. like, what would the world be like if you werent in it, and whether a huge alien would swing a bat at our puny world and hit it straight into the sun.. and why do mice get squashed by the side of the road, and do people notice that there are some others who need attention too? how does the world live with so much chaos, and is racism a norm no matter what people say? also, why do people pretend and not be themselves, and eventually hurt themselves and others? and, is it true that your good friends usually have better judgement when it comes to your partners, or should we take note of how we feel and work on it? can people accept the fact that sometimes, feelings can be one-sided and all you should do is accept that fact, and not condone the other party? can people live without ever knowing chocolate in their lives? what determines a path to alcoholism, and when guys play with children, does that mean there's a higher chance for them to be a paedophile? how do guys jump around like monkeys without falling, and is extreme sports really so extreme?

gosh. i've so many questions in my head and i've got not many answers. i think i think too much. oh wells. but i cant help it! i like to notice, and think, and wonder, and think again, and hopefully the truth will unravel in front of my very eyes. i look forward to the day when i can find someone. ahh.