i cannot take it.

how could you give up on us? here we were trying to figure out what was wrong, but you never breathed a word. would you not have said a word until we asked you? how could you be so selfish, and not realise that you have hurt us as well? its not a one-sided thing. here we were trying to make things work. we asked you out, but you werent free most of the time. its not like we can help it. its not like we could control the situation, or your feelings. i cant help it if you felt insecure, or left out, or unwanted. we never meant for you to feel that way. but you still did.

i just cant believe you let it go.
i just cant believe you expect us to swallow that.
its disappointing.

and i know you'll read this. and i know we wont be talking about it, cos things are already so weird. but i felt that i had to let you know that you caused damage too. and it hurts. it really does. so think about it. you said it takes two hands to clap, but right now, i feel that im the only one holding my hand up, waiting for you to do so too.