it began with a whirlpool of emotions, that i found so hard to contain. it spilled a little, leaving ripples in my wake of rage. and i realised, i needed time to unwind, and cease all procession, lest there be more damage. it stopped, but the ripples continued to spread, growing further and wider, and now, i cant do anything about it. i disdain all these feelings, that push me to the brink of relinquishing all i intend to hold safe in my heart. i am lost, and upset. terribly.